My biggest fear

Fear - an unpleasant emotion caused by the threat of danger, pain, or harm.

"You're so confident." "I want to be as strong as you." I happen to be a very confident person with a bold personality. Discernibly, I get the above phrases a lot. Ironically, my biggest perturbation is of not being 'good enough'.

I have a compulsive need of pleasing everybody around me because I'm terrified of the thought that one day, someone who is close to me will decide that ' I'm not a worthy friend' or I couldn't keep up with their expectations. I've been hurt. I've been hurt , a lot for the way I used to be but as time is passing by I can see myself becoming a better person both emotionally and mentally. I know how it feels to be left out or to be used and I cannot go through the same rollercoaster of emotions. I want to be 'talented enough' , I want to be ' beautiful enough' , I want to be ' good enough.' I've promised myself that one day I'll be all those things and I'd put all my heart and soul into whatever I do